It is strange how fast and how slow time can go. I am really trying to just love each and every minute of this new baby and enjoy her as much as I can. Still, I find that I have moments of anxiety where I start to think about things that are beyond my control and too far in the future. I don't remember ever feeling this way with the other two kids, so maybe it is just about being older. However, I AM more relaxed about so many other things with Maggie. I know that one day she won't want to cuddle all day, and that she won't need me for every little thing, and I know that one day she will head off to school and get to learn all the hard lessons of life. So for now, I just focus on her little face, her little toes, her tiny hands, and her perfect eyes. Sleep will come again (I hope!), but 'tiny her' will keep on growing.